Because it’s funny
Two headed bird, with three beaks! - Remix this image on http://canv.as/s/13d0z.
Today I had the last performance of my play, “12 angry men”.
I am sure that the fact that the one thing that’s been making me get up in the morning has finished will have no negative repercussions whatsoever.
None at all.
I have just received & tasted the mana potions from Think Geek.
They are the awsumz.
They taste like fizzle & blue.
So, this is sent out to all the people who read my blog (yes, all three of you).
I was thinking: what if I had a set schedule for when I update my blog?
Would that be a good thing, a bad thing, would it net more or less viewers?
Please tell!
I will leave this out until Wednesday at 13:00 so everybody can read it and reply
I realized I don’t think I actually have a hunger stimulus.
Or maybe,I can just ignore it too well.
All I ate today was cereal at 10:30, and just now popcorn and some ice cream.
Yesterday I ate similar quantities of food.
In the intervening time I did feel too much disquiet.
It is entirely possible I have reached the stage I could starve myself by accident in four months or so, provided I don’t rationalize my suicide in the time before that.
Which started happening yesterday night as I went to bed. Yay.
Oddly enough I still don’t feel that sad, actually. I don’t feel like I think I should feel if I were actually depressed.
I mean, everything is fine I just…don’t really see myself as having a future.
Odd.
Huh.
Jesus I hate living inside my head.
And I HATE, HATE, HATE when people ask me how’s it going.
Grrr.
I’m running out of decent stalling techniques.
Also that: I am feeling more anger and hate these days.
(all for no reason, of course)
Weird.
Domestic cat taxidermy and skeletal articulation.
How novel. I don’t have the kind of resource surplus to indulge in taxidermy at the moment, but I will have to keep this in mind.
